history imposes its grim conditions: always, the beloved is dying; always, rampant violence. always, the soul resists;

Very abridged kinlist of sources it's okay to talk to me about right now. Nobody has done anything wrong, but my psychotic symptoms are developing away from ones that I can handle socially. I can discuss media til the cows come home, and agree that x or y wouldn't make sense, but I can't be included in subjective kinnie opinions. I've tried to work around this with my unsafe media list, but it didn't solve the root issue of me derealizing or feeling rejection sensitive because my kins were discussed on the kin feed.

Ideally what I need is to reset all of my kin interactions barring the ones above back to 0, and re-introduce myself in those as I feel capable. If that feels silly to you, you're totally welcome to take this as a clean break and enjoy a kin feed that best fits your needs. If you can, though, I would appreciate it if you could play along and pretend you only just found out that I'm, IDK, Ellie's Sasuke. I'm depending on the intermediary of the bearline.

I know that it can be hard to memorize my media boundaries, and I know that everyone means well and does their best to support me. I'd like to make it easier for all of us. So this list, on this page, can stay an easy topic and a place I don't mind being referenced. My big vibes list can just be "these guys kin ME actually" aesthetics I get RTs for on main, and my actual full kinlist can be a fun pretend mystery. If I have canons that are exceptions, I'll communicate that privately. I'll never leave you guessing. And this way I can know for sure that nobody is talking about me when they say things that hurt or feel unfair or contradict my own pseudo-pseudo-memories. I want to be fun to be around again.>